my name is melia

I don't know what I'm doing with my life. I love poetry, and I love cooking.. I am Pro-Recovery.
I'm a bit of a mess, but I mean well.
~ Saturday, January 28 ~
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Anonymous asked: umm, but YOUR body is beautiful and perfect.

umm, but it’s at too high of a weight right now to accept.
God, i’m sorry, I sound like such a shallow bitch. But I’m having such a hard time dealing with my body changing, it’s so insane. My mind cannot accept my body the way it is right now. I gained way too much weight in the hospital, I am grappling with my sense of self. It’s so fucking hard. so, so fucking hard. 


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  1. vraisemblance-of-normalcy said: WTF, anon, all feeling about our bodies are valid. I sometimes really fucking hate mine(when it is painful or impossible to do anything). I sometimes really like and appreciate what it allows me to do some of the time(when it is less painful).
  2. crepusculars said: umm, anon, it’s not as easy as just saying “my body is beautiful and perfect!” it’s hard work and it’s a long process. but i know you can do it, melia. :]
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